https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/need-a-new-start-don-t-no-where-to-start/m-p/230750#M27834 <P>Hi Budzy922</P> <P>Welcome to the forums and thankyou for having the strength to post!</P> <P>I remember losing track of the days when I first had acute anxiety and called a few people so I could pack up and move to a new city....It never really happened. I had trouble leaving my house and then contacted the local council and they sent out a mental health worker...I didnt know (and didnt care) that he was a psychiatric nurse</P> <P>He nagged me to see him every week for six months and he helped me 'escape' from my house.</P> <P>The marijuana is neither here or there ( not really cool for clarity though) but if I can ask you why you have put off your doc for so many times? I used to cringe at the thought of seeing my GP/therapist but now get along well with him after he also saved me from my anxiety.</P> <P>I can feel you are in a world of hurt right now Budzy. There are many kind people here on the forums that can be here to support you without judgement. Just support.</P> <P>Do you have any friends (support network) that you can lean on right now?</P> <P>I hope you can get back to us...It would be great to hear from you.</P> <P>My kindest thoughts</P> <P>Paul</P> Sun, 28 Aug 2016 14:32:12 GMT blondguy 2016-08-28T14:32:12Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/need-a-new-start-don-t-no-where-to-start/m-p/230749#M27833 Starting to lose the screws, Haven't done anything for three months been stuck in my house. Some days i think its Friday when its Thursday. Its like i am living under a rock. I've put the doctor off at least 10 times i no i need help as i think i have bpd or something similar . I think its time to pack up and move to another city as i am trying to quit marijuana but cant kick the habit aside with betting all my cash witch became a new addiction after winning big a couple of times now i just go to far . besides from that is it gonna be worse to try and move i don't no. Just wondering if anyone has been in this position. Sun, 28 Aug 2016 13:23:56 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/need-a-new-start-don-t-no-where-to-start/m-p/230749#M27833 budzy922 2016-08-28T13:23:56Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/need-a-new-start-don-t-no-where-to-start/m-p/230750#M27834 <P>Hi Budzy922</P> <P>Welcome to the forums and thankyou for having the strength to post!</P> <P>I remember losing track of the days when I first had acute anxiety and called a few people so I could pack up and move to a new city....It never really happened. I had trouble leaving my house and then contacted the local council and they sent out a mental health worker...I didnt know (and didnt care) that he was a psychiatric nurse</P> <P>He nagged me to see him every week for six months and he helped me 'escape' from my house.</P> <P>The marijuana is neither here or there ( not really cool for clarity though) but if I can ask you why you have put off your doc for so many times? I used to cringe at the thought of seeing my GP/therapist but now get along well with him after he also saved me from my anxiety.</P> <P>I can feel you are in a world of hurt right now Budzy. There are many kind people here on the forums that can be here to support you without judgement. Just support.</P> <P>Do you have any friends (support network) that you can lean on right now?</P> <P>I hope you can get back to us...It would be great to hear from you.</P> <P>My kindest thoughts</P> <P>Paul</P> Sun, 28 Aug 2016 14:32:12 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/need-a-new-start-don-t-no-where-to-start/m-p/230750#M27834 blondguy 2016-08-28T14:32:12Z