https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/my-bed-my-head-and-i/m-p/179367#M25747 Bang Bang bang loud symbols are what I hear in the back of my head, Bla Blah Bla Blah Bla is what I thought you said, you ask me this and<BR /> you ask me that honestly Im not interested in any of that crap, I get you are<BR /> trying to be nice, and help me see things I can achieve, but right now just<BR /> leave me be, I want you to know I don’t mean to seem mad I still have feelings<BR /> and bleed and hurt I am just a little sad, <BR /> I am a tough person and once was very talented at Kung Fu the way I feel<BR /> Now it would be a struggle to tie my shoe, I understand it appears I am lazy and<BR /> seems I am always in bed the fact is if I had no place to hide id most likely<BR /> be dead. I can handle a hello and I like 2 mins of your time but when you get<BR /> excited and go on and on its time for me to fly, Its rude not listen or have interest<BR /> in your friends but when I am listing I just struggle to comprehend, I certainly<BR /> aint stupid and I am certainly not dumb but when my head is spinning everything<BR /> and everyone is a pain in the bum, people look at me and occasionally stair, for their sake I pray<BR /> they don’t poke the bear, my anger is getting out of control, sometimes I can<BR /> go off my head like an absolute @@@ Hole, To look at me I am fine it is possible<BR /> some lady’s would find me divine, What people can’t see is the struggle inside<BR /> my head that’s the reason I am always in bed. <BR /> <BR /> Tue, 21 Feb 2017 02:08:49 GMT Crazy_train 2017-02-21T02:08:49Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/my-bed-my-head-and-i/m-p/179367#M25747 Bang Bang bang loud symbols are what I hear in the back of my head, Bla Blah Bla Blah Bla is what I thought you said, you ask me this and<BR /> you ask me that honestly Im not interested in any of that crap, I get you are<BR /> trying to be nice, and help me see things I can achieve, but right now just<BR /> leave me be, I want you to know I don’t mean to seem mad I still have feelings<BR /> and bleed and hurt I am just a little sad, <BR /> I am a tough person and once was very talented at Kung Fu the way I feel<BR /> Now it would be a struggle to tie my shoe, I understand it appears I am lazy and<BR /> seems I am always in bed the fact is if I had no place to hide id most likely<BR /> be dead. I can handle a hello and I like 2 mins of your time but when you get<BR /> excited and go on and on its time for me to fly, Its rude not listen or have interest<BR /> in your friends but when I am listing I just struggle to comprehend, I certainly<BR /> aint stupid and I am certainly not dumb but when my head is spinning everything<BR /> and everyone is a pain in the bum, people look at me and occasionally stair, for their sake I pray<BR /> they don’t poke the bear, my anger is getting out of control, sometimes I can<BR /> go off my head like an absolute @@@ Hole, To look at me I am fine it is possible<BR /> some lady’s would find me divine, What people can’t see is the struggle inside<BR /> my head that’s the reason I am always in bed. <BR /> <BR /> Tue, 21 Feb 2017 02:08:49 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/my-bed-my-head-and-i/m-p/179367#M25747 Crazy_train 2017-02-21T02:08:49Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/my-bed-my-head-and-i/m-p/179368#M25748 <P>Hi Crazy Train, welcome</P> <P>That's some pretty good poetry you got there. Please... continue... </P> Tue, 21 Feb 2017 10:32:25 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/my-bed-my-head-and-i/m-p/179368#M25748 SubduedBlues 2017-02-21T10:32:25Z