https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/coping-mechanisms/m-p/529313#M45142 Hi <BR />Im at a stand still and breaking. <BR /> <BR />My kids 8 and 4 are the love of my life. <BR />They are with docs due to my incarceration caused by mental health. <BR />If raised them on my own since birth. Its breaking me, im crying all the time as not seeing them as often as i should be. <BR />Phone call time also disrupted. <BR /> <BR />Iv made contact with my daughters father after 4 years, to me he is my soul mate hence why stayed single. With the docs involvement and incarceration and a lot of emotions iv caused issues with him, now things are rocky. <BR />Every time someone asks how i am i break. <BR /> <BR />A mother today whent to her daughters wedding i heard on the train. I broke as i want to marry my soul mate but fear iv ruined things <BR /> <BR />Im a mess Wed, 07 Apr 2021 10:00:13 GMT Nettyp 2021-04-07T10:00:13Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/coping-mechanisms/m-p/529313#M45142 Hi <BR />Im at a stand still and breaking. <BR /> <BR />My kids 8 and 4 are the love of my life. <BR />They are with docs due to my incarceration caused by mental health. <BR />If raised them on my own since birth. Its breaking me, im crying all the time as not seeing them as often as i should be. <BR />Phone call time also disrupted. <BR /> <BR />Iv made contact with my daughters father after 4 years, to me he is my soul mate hence why stayed single. With the docs involvement and incarceration and a lot of emotions iv caused issues with him, now things are rocky. <BR />Every time someone asks how i am i break. <BR /> <BR />A mother today whent to her daughters wedding i heard on the train. I broke as i want to marry my soul mate but fear iv ruined things <BR /> <BR />Im a mess Wed, 07 Apr 2021 10:00:13 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/coping-mechanisms/m-p/529313#M45142 Nettyp 2021-04-07T10:00:13Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/coping-mechanisms/m-p/529314#M45143 Hi Nettyp,<BR /> <BR /> Welcome to our online community. It sounds like you've been having a really difficult time. We're so sorry to hear that you aren't able to be with your kids all the time right now - we understand how heartbreaking this must be. Please know that you're not alone in this.<BR /> <BR /> You mentioned that you were recently incarcerated due to mental health issues. Can we ask if you are receiving mental health support following this?<BR /> <BR /> Please know that there is always support available. If you need to talk to someone tonight,&nbsp;Lifeline is a national charity providing all Australians experiencing emotional distress with access to 24 hour crisis support and suicide prevention services. You can call them 24/7 on 13 11 14, or chat with them online 7pm-midnight AEDT - https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-chat/<BR /> <BR /> Please also feel free to keep the community updated here on how you're going. This is a safe, non-judgemental space and we hope that this brings you some comfort.<BR /> &nbsp; Wed, 07 Apr 2021 10:36:30 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/coping-mechanisms/m-p/529314#M45143 Sophie_M 2021-04-07T10:36:30Z