https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/that-heavy-feeling/m-p/436724#M33765 Everythings different now it’s not just as simple as my body weight and stuff like that it’s more I can’t explain it though. I have a really heavy feeling in my body all the time like I’m slowly drowning nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I don’t cry anymore it’s like I have too much feelings that it’s not possible anymore. I act happier than ever cause the longer I go on the better I get at acting. I just want someone to notice me and to help but let’s be honest I’m alone and I’m never gonna get someone that will understand and appreciate the real me.<BR /> <BR /> I’m gonna lose someone really good again because I don’t know how to be my self I want to I really do but I don’t know how to<BR /> But I could at least be the person that I show most people<BR /> I just don’t want to lose another person<BR /> I just hate who I am<BR /> What I look like<BR /> How I act<BR /> I want to at least have some more Confidence<BR /> I want to<BR /> Yet I can’t Mon, 27 Apr 2020 12:51:27 GMT Unknown234 2020-04-27T12:51:27Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/that-heavy-feeling/m-p/436724#M33765 Everythings different now it’s not just as simple as my body weight and stuff like that it’s more I can’t explain it though. I have a really heavy feeling in my body all the time like I’m slowly drowning nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I don’t cry anymore it’s like I have too much feelings that it’s not possible anymore. I act happier than ever cause the longer I go on the better I get at acting. I just want someone to notice me and to help but let’s be honest I’m alone and I’m never gonna get someone that will understand and appreciate the real me.<BR /> <BR /> I’m gonna lose someone really good again because I don’t know how to be my self I want to I really do but I don’t know how to<BR /> But I could at least be the person that I show most people<BR /> I just don’t want to lose another person<BR /> I just hate who I am<BR /> What I look like<BR /> How I act<BR /> I want to at least have some more Confidence<BR /> I want to<BR /> Yet I can’t Mon, 27 Apr 2020 12:51:27 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/that-heavy-feeling/m-p/436724#M33765 Unknown234 2020-04-27T12:51:27Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/that-heavy-feeling/m-p/436725#M33766 Hey Unknown234, welcome to the Beyond Blue forums.&nbsp;<BR /> <BR /> We're so sorry to hear what you're going through at the moment. It sounds like things are really tough. We can hear how overwhelmed and upset you're feeling.&nbsp;How long have you felt this way?<BR /> <BR /> If you feel up to it, we’d encourage you to reach out to our Support Service. We’re available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 3pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport. One of our professional mental health counsellors at our Support Service will give you support and point you in the right direction for help in your area.<BR /> <BR /> You might also like to reach out to our friends at&nbsp;<A href="http://www.kidshelp.com.au/">Kids Help Line</A> on 1800 55 18 00. They offer confidential and anonymous, telephone and online counselling service specifically for young people aged between 5 and 25.&nbsp; It might also be worth looking at the <A href="http://www.headspace.org.au/">HeadSpace</A> website. They have lots of information for&nbsp;young people who are&nbsp;going through a tough time. Please check back in with us here whenever you feel up to it.&nbsp; &nbsp; Mon, 27 Apr 2020 13:11:54 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/anxiety/that-heavy-feeling/m-p/436725#M33766 Sophie_M 2020-04-27T13:11:54Z