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    <title>topic I seem to find myself sad or angry with no cause. in Welcome and orientation</title>
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    <description>&lt;P&gt;I find myself in the same situation. Like I have private health insurance and have been undertaking counselling sessions as part of a mental health programme but the person running the show tries to email to say I don't have access to the program when I know perfectly well that the private health fund has missed a payment from us so instead waffles on in her email. It made me all sad and upset when I could easily rectify the situation.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I overthink all the time too. I just had a weekend holiday with my family but of course, the cost of fuel was a killer and soured the whole experience when I should of been thoroughly enjoying my family time and seeing friends!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I think about how I am bored with  my life as I am on maternity leave but should be enjoying the time with the little one as it doesn't last long.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I get angry at the slightest things too like when I am out walking and people just stare at me, I have a smile and I don't look upset or angry. I think the covid 19 retrictions (Melbourne) have made people weary of each other. It is so unfriendly.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I don't even like picking up my daughter from school even though i have made friends with some mothers. I don't like looking at other people and those looks as if i killed their cat or something.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;And, we came home to a fridge that isn't working but of course it can be fixed or we can claim insurance on that for motor damage.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I have lost many friends in the past for shutting them out of my life and avoiding them. I have just been myself at times and then I get all angry and upset with the people that are out of my life. Forgetting is difficult.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style="font-size: inherit;"&gt;I am sorry about the loss. Maybe chatting on here will help and getting it all out. I feel better knowing i am not the only one going through all this.&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description>
    <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2022 03:18:12 GMT</pubDate>
    <dc:creator>RainbowCuddle</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2022-03-15T03:18:12Z</dc:date>
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      <title>I seem to find myself sad or angry with no cause.</title>
      <link>https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/i-seem-to-find-myself-sad-or-angry-with-no-cause/m-p/12359#M30295</link>
      <description>&lt;P&gt;So, for a fair few years now I will find myself in a angry or sad mood for no reason at all.  Most of the time it's just at my own thoughts, memories, and over thinking. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Sometimes while over thinking, I sometimes find my self staring angrily at nothing, most likely the wall, cracking the angry eye brows.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;This is almost an every day occurance. and I&lt;SPAN style="font-size: inherit;"&gt; will Shut down, or close off to the people around me. I cannot talk about how I feel, even if I want to. I just can't get it out.&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I feel as if this has ruined my relationship and friendships with people closest to me.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;My son's father has past away in the last year, and I feel as if it has only gotten worse. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I can sometimes identify in the middle of one of these moods that what I'm feeling isn't right, uunnecessary or fair on the people around me. But I can't seem to change the way I'm feeling no matter how hard I try.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I think I might need mental health help, but i am afraid to reach out. Thats why I'm on this page.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Im not sure if any of this even makes any sense.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;So I guess what trying to get to is to see if their is something wrong with me, what is going on? And what should I do. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I hate feeling like this.and I'm not sure how to stop it.&lt;/P&gt;
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      <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2022 01:18:32 GMT</pubDate>
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      <dc:creator>BB1998</dc:creator>
      <dc:date>2022-03-15T01:18:32Z</dc:date>
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      <title>I seem to find myself sad or angry with no cause.</title>
      <link>https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/i-seem-to-find-myself-sad-or-angry-with-no-cause/m-p/12360#M30296</link>
      <description>&lt;P&gt;I find myself in the same situation. Like I have private health insurance and have been undertaking counselling sessions as part of a mental health programme but the person running the show tries to email to say I don't have access to the program when I know perfectly well that the private health fund has missed a payment from us so instead waffles on in her email. It made me all sad and upset when I could easily rectify the situation.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I overthink all the time too. I just had a weekend holiday with my family but of course, the cost of fuel was a killer and soured the whole experience when I should of been thoroughly enjoying my family time and seeing friends!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I think about how I am bored with  my life as I am on maternity leave but should be enjoying the time with the little one as it doesn't last long.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I get angry at the slightest things too like when I am out walking and people just stare at me, I have a smile and I don't look upset or angry. I think the covid 19 retrictions (Melbourne) have made people weary of each other. It is so unfriendly.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I don't even like picking up my daughter from school even though i have made friends with some mothers. I don't like looking at other people and those looks as if i killed their cat or something.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;And, we came home to a fridge that isn't working but of course it can be fixed or we can claim insurance on that for motor damage.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I have lost many friends in the past for shutting them out of my life and avoiding them. I have just been myself at times and then I get all angry and upset with the people that are out of my life. Forgetting is difficult.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style="font-size: inherit;"&gt;I am sorry about the loss. Maybe chatting on here will help and getting it all out. I feel better knowing i am not the only one going through all this.&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2022 03:18:12 GMT</pubDate>
      <guid>https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/i-seem-to-find-myself-sad-or-angry-with-no-cause/m-p/12360#M30296</guid>
      <dc:creator>RainbowCuddle</dc:creator>
      <dc:date>2022-03-15T03:18:12Z</dc:date>
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