https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/suffered-from-mental-illness-for-over-20-years-largely/m-p/361405#M17447 <P>Another relationship. Another break up. This time I was sure it would last. This time there was a child as a result. But once again my so called mental illness sabotaged everything. </P> <P>At the time its like you're under water and your oxygen is slowly running out. You know its going to happen. That its going to end but you're powerless to stop it. </P> <P>Its not until its all over and you finally reach the surface to breathe. But the boat has left for shore. Its too late. The sharks cirlce again. </P> Mon, 28 May 2018 10:53:09 GMT Guest_8148 2018-05-28T10:53:09Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/suffered-from-mental-illness-for-over-20-years-largely/m-p/361405#M17447 <P>Another relationship. Another break up. This time I was sure it would last. This time there was a child as a result. But once again my so called mental illness sabotaged everything. </P> <P>At the time its like you're under water and your oxygen is slowly running out. You know its going to happen. That its going to end but you're powerless to stop it. </P> <P>Its not until its all over and you finally reach the surface to breathe. But the boat has left for shore. Its too late. The sharks cirlce again. </P> Mon, 28 May 2018 10:53:09 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/suffered-from-mental-illness-for-over-20-years-largely/m-p/361405#M17447 Guest_8148 2018-05-28T10:53:09Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/suffered-from-mental-illness-for-over-20-years-largely/m-p/361406#M17448 <P>Hello Guest_8148</P> <P>Welcome and thankyou for posting with us too!</P> <P>It sounds like you are going through a dark phase</P> <P>If you could provide us with some additional info we may be able to help you more effectively </P> <P>May I ask how long ago you broke up?</P> <P>There is no judgement here. My apologies for the questions Guest....why is your mental health sabotaging everything?</P> <P>I used to have chronic anxiety followed by depression and am trying to understand </P> <P>We are here for you</P> <P>My kind thoughts</P> <P>Paul</P> Mon, 28 May 2018 12:56:32 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/welcome-and-orientation/suffered-from-mental-illness-for-over-20-years-largely/m-p/361406#M17448 blondguy 2018-05-28T12:56:32Z